hi bloggie :) it's almost Christmas here. well, of course there's no snow. but we have rain and I love it so much! it's already December and I can't believe it almost 2012!!! 2012, please... be better for me. we're friend right? just please, don't be so rude.
honestly, I can't believe I'm survive. 2011 is a tough year for me. I'm crying a lot this year. there's a lot of people leaving. My grandma and someone I can't mention his name. all I know, he left me with the pain I didn't own. but I learn something from him. it's no matter how often I beg, how hard I cry, how fast I run, when it's not destined for me, so it will never be mine. now I know that I'm stronger than I thought before and that I own a power that I never realize before.
people says that when someone leaving, someone will come as a replacement. well, there's someone coming. I'm just not sure enough that he's the right person. he's kind. he's care. he's sweet. I'm just not ready yet. that's all. for now, all I wanna do is believe that everyone comes and leaves for a reason. for makes me learn or stays with me till the end :)
by the way, next week is a holiday! finally!!! I hope it's gonna be a great holiday. and may God sets a great 2011's ending for me. hopefully :)
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