Trip to Solo

  hi bloggie :) here are some photos of my high school trip to Solo. I remember I've told you before about the trip. well yeah, it was a great journey with them. I was enjoying the trip a lot!

Officially Holiday

  hi bloggie :) I'm missing you already. yesterday my high school had a trip to Solo. it's a great trip by the way. but well yeah, it was tiring. after all, I had a great day. spent a lot of time staring into someone's face. enjoyed his attention in everything.
  and now it's officially a holiday! I got some plans but I don't know when to start. pajamas party, video clip making, and I have some story to finish. well, just hoping that it will be a great holiday. by the way... it's already H-5 to Christmas. cheers! hope it will be a great Christmas for me and family. well, its gonna be the first Christmas without my grandma. again, without her... I'm not gonna cry anymore. she already in the better place. I believe. I'm just regretting that I haven't make her proud enough to have a grandchild like me.
  by the way, I don't know what else i can write this day. I have no inspiration. well, maybe I'll post something later. I'm sleepy right now. will have some love story with my bed. bye :) smooch

A Rocket To The Moon - Like We Used To

  this song means a lot. this song speaks about everything I wanna tell to someone who's already left me. someday... I hope that he'll listen to this song and remember about me. about everything we've been done. about everything we've been through :')

A Family

  a family :) the peoples can't be replaced from my life. they holds my hand when I'm down. they wipes my tears when I cry. they makes me smile even in the worst condition. we always try to protect each other. we're family. we sang together. we laughed together. we were facing problem together. we walk together. we prove that in this world, nothing is too hard when we're together. together, we can do everything in this world...

Gym Class Heroes ft. Adam Levine - Stereo Hearts

  this song :) I love it a lot! it's kind of my mood booster. every time I'm in a bad mood mode, I turn up this song and suddenly I'm singing along with Adam Levine and Gym Class Heroes with a huge smile. they're truly a hero. I love them! ♥

Last Month of The Year

  hi bloggie :) it's almost Christmas here. well, of course there's no snow. but we have rain and I love it so much! it's already December and I can't believe it almost 2012!!! 2012, please... be better for me. we're friend right? just please, don't be so rude.

  honestly, I can't believe I'm survive. 2011 is a tough year for me. I'm crying a lot this year. there's a lot of people leaving. My grandma and someone I can't mention his name. all I know, he left me with the pain I didn't own. but I learn something from him. it's no matter how often I beg, how hard I cry, how fast I run, when it's not destined for me, so it will never be mine. now I know that I'm stronger than I thought before and that I own a power that I never realize before. 

  people says that when someone leaving, someone will come as a replacement. well, there's someone coming. I'm just not sure enough that he's the right person. he's kind. he's care. he's sweet. I'm just not ready yet. that's all. for now, all I wanna do is believe that everyone comes and leaves for a reason. for makes me learn or stays with me till the end :)

 by the way, next week is a holiday! finally!!! I hope it's gonna be a great holiday. and may God sets a great 2011's ending for me. hopefully :) 

First Post

  hai :) I can't believe I did it again. A new blog. well, not the first one for sure. but, I definitely love to restart something. and blog is just one of the victim. let me just introduce myself. I'm a high school girl. I'm 15. I'm a movie freaks. I'm good at hiding my emotion. so, for now I'm just an emotionless girl who's walking around the world, spreading a fake smile.
  No, I'm not that desperate. I'm definitely a cheerful girl! I never pass every single day with no smile. I love the feeling when I smile to someone and they're smiling back. but, beyond all smiles I've ever seen. there's someone's smile that stuck in my head up until now. it's his smile. it's sweet. it's cool. and I don't know why, it's calming my heart.
  but wait, I'm not making this blog for tell you all about his smile. I'll tell you my life. so, just enjoy and keep read it :)